You are Exactly Where You Need To Be

and when i got home i journaled ::

“just thinking…

when I really sit down with myself and think….

i think about how i lost myself this year.

i lost my goals, my ambitions, and my pride

How? Through trusting. Through relaxing. Through letting go.

It’s apart of the process, but now i see the cycle…

I do not want a mediocre love, but i will settle for crumbs

I want a love that lasts in every lifetime

I claim eternal love

For myself, for my partner, for us.

I claim a life I don’t need to run from

I claim stability + consistency

compromise. commitment. communication

we have it all, together, alone. for our self.

i am free from toxic love

i am free from lust

I no longer give myself away for crumbs

i claim myself

My choices, my actions

I am honored to inhabit this vessel in this lifetime, enjoying Earthside.

blessed. thankful. I see the bigger picture

& i trust you

im sorry for running away ~

Never again, i am here to stay.

Because i trust you to guide me home— i will follow.

i will listen, pay attention, and change…

because Love lives through me

Pure light & everlasting love exists within me ~

until we meet again, thank you for this space.”